Overcoming laziness and incompetence in Krishna's service
Please accept my humble obeisances. All glories to Srila Prabhupada.
I had a question. When you develop deep love for Krishna, everything that is done in His service becomes pleasurable. But what about a person like me who is still struggling to be a devotee. I chant everyday and I like reading Srila Prabhupada's books, but the problem is when I start to cook. I am lazy and not a very good cook. The result is not something which I would want to offer to Krishna. I have been cooking for four years now at home and still have not got the hang of it. It is my duty and I try to do it well. No matter how hard I try,and offer it to the Lord, I do not have the feeling that Krishna might enjoy it. Thus, every time I have to cook I have this dreaded feeling that I am betraying the Lord and probably myself. Please help.