Satyaraja
Least But Not Last
A Few Words on Humility
By Satyaraja Dasa

I recently heard a woman say, “least but not last.” She meant to say the usual, “last but not least,” but somehow, due to a slip of the lip, or perhaps because of some mild form of dyslexia, she inverted the words in this somewhat humorous way. And this got me thinking about humility, which people sometimes confuse with low self-esteem, thus viewing it as an inferior quality. To think of oneself as “least” is the last thing one would want to do.
Our Krishna-conscious tradition, however, exalts humility as among the greatest qualities: “Humility may vanquish might, humility may vanquish weakness. There is nothing that humility may not accomplish. Therefore, humility is greater than it initially seems.” So says the great Prahlad Maharaja in the epic Mahabharata (Book 3, Chapter 28).
Just as people tend to confuse humility with low self-esteem, there are those who correlate its opposite — high self-esteem — with pride and self-absorption. But this is also far from true. People with a healthy sense of self-esteem generally exhibit a humble attitude in relation to others. Their egos are not threatened by admitting and correcting mistakes, although those who truly have low self-esteem tend to be defensive and often feel compelled to prove they are right.
Humility, in fact, is a quality that is lauded in all the great religions of the world, even if practitioners are not always able to live up to it. As an example, one need merely look at the Christian tradition. In the work of St. Thomas Aquinas, the famous 13th-century Catholic philosopher, we find that the word itself is derived from the Latin humilis, which means “low, humble, from the earth.” He also declares that humility is a cardinal virtue “which assists in keeping oneself within one’s own bounds, not reaching beyond one’s limitations, but submitting to one’s superior” (Summa Contra Gent., bk. IV, ch. lv, tr. Rickaby).
Christian teaching tells us that humility is the foundation of true spirituality and inferior only to faith. However, humility is considered the first virtue because it removes the obstacles to faith. It removes pride, thus making one a fit recipient of grace. According to the words of St. James, “God resisteth the proud, and giveth his grace to the humble” (James 4:6).
A humble person is understood as being unpretentious and modest: someone who does not think that he or she is better or more important than others. Extrapolating freely, it becomes clear why this is a significant quality for spiritual practitioners.
Humility and Krishna Consciousness
The Caitanya-caritamrta (Madhya-lila 22.78–80) lists twenty-six qualities that are essential in a serious practitioner. Amani, meaning “humble,” or “free from false prestige,” is one of them. In our Krishna-conscious tradition, such humility has deep implications, ranging from a respectful or even reverential mood toward God, nature, and all living beings to not wanting to be worshiped by others — not usurping God’s position, either grossly or subtly. Humility should not be artificial but honest and natural. Various scriptural passages confirm its importance in terms of not engaging false prestige (Sri Caitanya-caritamrta Madhya 22.80); not desiring inordinate respect for oneself (Srimad-Bhagavatam 5.18.12 purport); a general humble disposition (Srimad-Bhagavatam 4.20.16 purport); and bidding adieu to pride (Srimad-Bhagavatam 2.3.13 purport).
In the Bhagavad-gita (13.8–12) Lord Krishna, describing a person who is truly in knowledge, presents a list of ethical and moral values, including humility, which is listed first. Its pride of place has deep meaning in the Vaishnava tradition.
Surpassing all scriptural quotations for the importance of humility, we find the teachings of Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu, Krishna Himself in the guise of His own devotee, offering the loudest proclamation. In the Caitanya-caritamrta, He says:
“O Svarupa Damodara Gosvami and Ramananda Raya, hear from Me the symptoms of how one should chant the Hare Krsna maha-mantra to awaken very easily one’s dormant love for Krishna.’” (Cc Antya 20.20)
“One who thinks himself lower than the grass, who is more tolerant than a tree, and who does not expect personal honor but is always prepared to give all respect to others can very easily always chant the holy name of the Lord.” (Cc Antya 20.21)
“These are the symptoms of one who chants the Hare Krishna maha-mantra. Although he is very exalted, he thinks himself lower than the grass on the ground, and like a tree, he tolerates everything in two ways.” (Cc Antya 20.22)
“When a tree is cut down, it does not protest, and even when drying up, it does not ask anyone for water.” (Cc Antya 20.23)
“The tree delivers its fruits, flowers and whatever else it possesses to anyone and everyone. It tolerates scorching heat and torrents of rain, yet it still gives shelter to others.” (Cc Antya 20.24)
“Although a Vaishnava is the most exalted person, he is prideless and gives all respect to everyone, knowing everyone to be the resting place of Krishna.” (Cc Antya 20.25)
“If one chants the holy name of Lord Krishna in this manner, he will certainly awaken his dormant love for Krishna’s lotus feet.” (Cc Antya 20.26)
In other words, humility is important not only in our day-to-day affairs, but it is also essential in developing love of God.
The Caitanya-caritamrta continues:
As Lord Chaitanya spoke in this way, His own humility increased, and He began praying to Krishna that He could discharge pure devotional service.” (Cc Antya 20.27)
Thus, showing by His own example how an ordinary soul on the path of Krishna consciousness should pray — existing in a mood of true humility — Mahaprabhu paves the way for all practitioners, then and now.
Conclusion
Ultimately, humility refers to realizing one’s position as a tiny jiva – a spirit-soul — part and parcel of Krishna, a servant of the servant of the Lord. But, in this world, the jiva’s conditioning and materialistic ego are often difficult to overcome. The desire for name, fame, wealth, position, profit, adoration, distinction and gain has a tremendous hold over us, afflicting our consciousness and influencing almost everything we do. Often, our arrogance seems unconquerable.
Still, by associating with truly advanced spiritual practitioners — the guru and other serious devotees — and by hearing the words of scriptures, we can attain true humility in due course. But we have to want it – we have to be honest with ourselves and admit that we need it.
An honest person will never be offended by hearing truthful ideas. Only one who offends truth – by living in a way that brings one further away from it — will feel offended when hearing truthful words. The spiritual teacher speaks the truth, and to the extent that the hearers’ hearts are possessed of truthfulness and sincerity, to that extent he or she will be receptive to hearing the importance of humility. Even if at first it feels like an affront to our ego, if we are honest and sincere, that jarring sensation will subside and we will submit to its undeniable truthfulness, and gratefulness will overtake our consciousness.
Honesty and truthfulness, then, are two essential elements of humility. They manifest as one’s ability to honestly assess oneself, to recognize and admit one’s own faults and defects as a conditioned jiva, and to admit the truth of one’s compromised situation. Sadly, many of us try to create a false image of ourselves, both to posture, to convince ourselves of our own greatness, and to manipulate others into believing that we are great, too. Only through internal honesty can we begin to make real progress in spiritual life. Thus, to clean out the conditioning that has accumulated in the heart over many lifetimes, one has to first recognize its presence, to admit that it is there, and then to do the needful — to remove it in all earnestness. Without such truthfulness, how can we make tangible progress in developing humility?
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Satyaraja Dasa (Steven J. Rosen) is an initiated disciple of His Divine Grace A. C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada. He is founding editor of the Journal of Vaishnava Studies and an associate editor of Back to Godhead Magazine. Rosen is also the author of numerous books, including the popular Gita on the Green: The Mystical Tradition Behind Bagger Vance (Continuum International, 2000) and The Hidden Glory of India (Bhaktivedanta Book Trust, 2002). Several years ago he was called upon by Greenwood Press, a major academic publisher, to write the Hinduism volume for their “Introduction to the World’s Major Religions” series. The book did so well that they further commissioned him to write Essential Hinduism, a more comprehensive treatment of the same subject, under the auspices of their prestigious parent company (Praeger), and the book is now receiving worldwide acclaim. Rosen’s books have appeared in several languages, including Spanish, German, Hungarian, Czech, Swedish, Chinese, and Russian. His forthcoming work, Krishna’s Song: A New Look at the Bhagavad Gita (Greenwood, 2007), will explore key philosophical points in the Gita to illuminate the ancient text’s overall teaching and philosophical narrative.
The Spiritual Quest
by Satyaraja Dasa
Ever wonder why people become Hare Krishnas? Why do they give up all that they know and love and engage in a complete about-face? And it’s not just the Hare Krishna tradition, more technically known as Gaudiya Vaishnavism -- why do people become monks, or nuns, or cloistered ascetics of any stripe? What is it that seems to take people over, to make them change, or transform -- to search after God as if nothing else matters?
The ancient Greeks called it metanoia, which literally means “beyond thought.” It refers to that “turning around” in one’s consciousness, that “inner turnabout” that is required if one is to embrace the spiritual quest with any seriousness. In Sanskrit, too, we have a word: paravritti, which means “reversal.” Or janatagha-viplavah – “a revolution in consciousness.” Again, it refers to that upheaval in thinking that enables us to give up conventional life and to go for it -- I mean, really go for it -- where we set aside everything we once knew in favor of the Absolute Truth. When the teachings of the sages touch us on a deep level, or if our spiritual evolution is at a stage when we can no longer ignore it -- we must apply the teachings as if our lives depended on it. This is spiritual life.
Before that point, we are like villagers living in a small valley, right at the foot of a huge mountain. Having spent generations in this valley -- our fathers lived there, as did our fathers’ fathers -- we have forgotten the larger world that lies beyond our familiar surroundings. Our daily concerns, worries, and deeply embedded patterns of life have all but blinded us to the summit in our midst, even if our eyes sometimes fall upon the majestic peak just outside our village.
Sometimes we hear stories of others who have scaled the mountain, but we scarcely believe it can be done. Indeed, life is too short, and we have other things to do. Who has the time? Still, occasionally, the trials and tribulations of life make us look up and wonder: Is there more to life than this? Is this mountain perhaps more approachable than I thought? Is it worth scaling? Would I lose all that I cherish if I get sidetracked with this impossible mission? Is there a way back?
We see as we continue asking such questions how they become more pragmatic, as if deep down we want to forget the entire notion of ever really scaling the mountain.
Sometimes a crisis in life makes us forget these all-too-practical questions -- and we do in fact embark on the journey. And sometimes we’re just ready to go.
But most of us continue to live in the shadows of our valley, in the light and dark of the material world. We learn from the sages that this spiritual ignorance (avidya) is the root cause of all suffering -- of birth, death, old age, and disease. This ignorance crystallizes in false vision (mithya-drishti) -- we take the body as the self and our valley as all that is. This creates false ego (ahankara), and with it a succession of lives, bound together by all our actions, our karma.
Gradually, with the vicissitudes of time, we come to learn from our cumulative mistakes, and the great teachers in history put out hints in the ether -- teachings for those of us who want to start the long journey up the mountain. As time goes on, we develop a taste for “the correct view” -- for reality as opposed to illusion.
Still, we falter. Generations of illusion have brought us to a point of familiarity. Our plight became comfortable, and the journey, as a result, arduous. The valley is all we know.
Even once we truly commit to a path, we remain on a tottering platform -- the mind is always accepting and rejecting, causing us to be unsteady in our determination. Our emotions and inner reality do not live up to our insights -- we know what we have to do, but we don’t feel like doing it. Therefore, we practice self-restraint (virati), for the sages tell us that we must re-train ourselves.
Once we do this with some regularity, we have entered spiritual life proper. We develop a taste for letting go of material distractions, and for embracing those things that bring us closer to God. Through simple spiritual exercises -- like chanting and refraining from sinful activity -- we gradually overcome the binding force of our familiar home, and we become free from anger, pride, delusion, and greed.
This leads to our greatest challenge -- how focused is our meditation? Our minds are flickering, as already stated, and though we have come a long way, the mind’s flickering nature is difficult to overcome. The oscillating attention span of a spiritual neophyte can be a great obstacle (pramatta-samyata), powered by karmic deposits that we have all but forgotten. Inattention while chanting and compromising our spiritual discipline prove that we have yet a long way to go.
But with time, practice, and the grace of a bona fide teacher, one can make steady progress, until one is a spiritual adept. Transcendence awaits us, and our small valley appears smaller still. We wonder how we ever called it home, as we scale the mountain we were destined to climb.
In conclusion, we will never even admit to the great mount’s existence if we don’t want to look up, if we don't want to see the beautiful vista that is our birthright. Usually, it is fear that stops our gaze. We don’t want to lose all the things that hold meaning for us in the here and now. Also, the mountain seems daunting. Let’s face it -- who wants to leave their comfortable home for a seemingly endless trek up a formidable and rocky terrain? And yet there it is, staring us in the face.
So, why do people become Hare Krishnas? Take a quick glance, deep inside, and consider the possibilities. The trip is exciting and it is one that great souls have made throughout recorded history. Let us not blind ourselves to that. When we study their lives and teachings, we become more inclined to the journey -- we see that our tiny valley pales in comparison. And that at the mountain’s peak is Krishna, God -- whatever one prefers to call Him -- and that we have found our true home.
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Satyaraja Dasa (Steven J. Rosen) is an initiated disciple of His Divine Grace A. C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada. He is founding editor of the Journal of Vaishnava Studies and an associate editor of Back to Godhead Magazine. Rosen is also the author of numerous books, including the popular Gita on the Green: The Mystical Tradition Behind Bagger Vance (Continuum International, 2000) and The Hidden Glory of India (Bhaktivedanta Book Trust, 2002). Several years ago he was called upon by Greenwood Press, a major academic publisher, to write the Hinduism volume for their “Introduction to the World's Major Religions” series. The book did so well that they further commissioned him to write Essential Hinduism, a more comprehensive treatment of the same subject, under the auspices of their prestigious parent company (Praeger), and the book is now receiving worldwide acclaim. Rosen’s books have appeared in several languages, including Spanish, German, Hungarian, Czech, Swedish, Chinese, and Russian. His forthcoming work, Krishna’s Song: A New Look at the Bhagavad Gita (Greenwood, 2007), will explore key philosophical points in the Gita to illuminate the ancient text’s overall teaching and philosophical narrative.

